yeah, this is my diary...loLolz

[Jadee Slayton]

Okay..Looking at my previous blog, I realize...I need to quit living life on maybe and start being more decisive...lol..Seriously, and I need to start taking my own advice better..instead of just saying these things to myself in public blogs ~_!

It's hard on the internet, ya know. It's like...this is a world of shadows. The cyber world is like walking around in a world of our own shadows. "Ghosts" of ourselves....So, I understand why people are weary of the web...Trusting others can be like walking on thin ice, hoping it doesn't crack. When it's just words on a screen, it can make the atmosphere harder to read..to get a feel for....the way we perceive an environment...our perception of reality is somewhat distorted when we're on the internet.

Being human has a lot to do with our emotions and the way we express those emotions to one another, through facial expressions, body gestures.....body "language"...When we are communicating with someone on the internet, it's already as if we're communicating with their shadow, but to make it more complicated, the atmosphere is void of one very crucial aspect of human communication...."physical expression."

You can say a sentence in two completely different ways, with two different effects on the person you're talking to. If you're physically in the same area with that person, and they see your facial expressions and body language, then they understand you more clearly.

The internet steals that important aspect of communication away from us and makes it more like a guessing game, and a game of trust. I believe this is why "internet relationships" face downfalls. It doesn't mean they're impossible, they're just harder than real life. I have met some wonderful people on the web. People I will never forget.

I guess the harder something is to achieve, the sweeter is the patient wait and the victory of our Grace.