I Love You

[Jadee Slayton]

You know who you are :)....Sometimes people make mistakes and bad choices. Sometimes people don't realize what a mistake or bad choice they've made until after the fact. Only after we have lost something or someone, do we realize how much it truly meant to us. Only then, do we realize how foolish we were not to have cherished it while we had it..or can't even remember why we were being foolish in the first place.

Sometimes, we say things we don't mean out of the emotional impact of the moment. We say things, that not until later, we realize we shouldn't have said. Things we wish we could take back...or at least, slightly change the outcome to better fit what we had imagined or planned would happen. Things don't always happen the way we want them to. As a matter of fact, many times, things completely backfire and go the exact opposite of what we intended. It sucks!!...That's all I can say about that..When it happens, it REALLY sucks :(

Just when you think you have everything under control. You think you've got it all worked out and things are gonna be peachy...then BAM!!!! It's like a smack in the face and so hard to take. Things get all out of whack, and nothing goes as it should. Maybe I need to suck it up, maybe I'm being a big baby, maybe I need to get over myself and keep in mind the world doesn't revolve around me.

Maybe I need to say I'm sorry. Maybe I need to forgive and forget and treat it as dust in the wind. Maybe I need to remember why I am here and what TRUE LOVE means to me. Maybe I need to quit being afraid.

I Love You